Ok…….it has been like 2 months and a couple of weeks that I have not done no interactions. My only excuse is that my life has been up and then down and side to side. I will admit that I have been falling off of my weight lost journey. Alil. The last post is…. I think the master cleanse. So I lasted on that for 4 days and I began to eat as a vegetarian that only eat fish (no other type of meat) but still have dairy products like cheese and milk. I don’t drink milk I drink soy. All of a sudden. I stop walking and it started to get cold. I just stop. 2 months later I lose and gain what I lost. Smh….. I’ve become emotional from whatever reason. I think it is my birth control (another blog for that). I won’t say that I’m at step one but I’m back at least a step or so. I won’t stop and I’m not going to quit. Also I have a lil job I’m doing. I’m a uber driver. I love it. I drive at nights when the kids are in the bed and my fiance is able to stay home and watch them. I like it give me interaction with different people. I still go to therapy. There are some things I’ve accepted in life and that is people are going to be who there are. You can not take the time to change them, if they don’t want to change for themselves. You have a choice to love them or just leave them alone. Another thing is just to live your Life! No one in this world can live it but you. There are things I like to do but I’ve stop not wanting to do it because my other half don’t want to do it or dislike it. It made me feel a certain type of way and it felt like it was weight on my shoulders and I could not move but them on the other hand my anxiety would also take me down too. It kind of hit me after reading this article on dealing with depression and anxiety without meds. I was trying to figure out if I needed to use meds or not and in all reality. I don’t want the meds. So I’m just pretty much picking up myself again and kick it back into gear. A new gym is opening up very close to me which I’m so excited. Because Ima be there. I have 9 to 10 months till I’m 30. So I’m focus in goals. I also got a better phone so I’m able to blog while I’m on the move. So continue to support and love because I’m doing it
ladyday grips on life 